(shhhh. Let’s do our poetry thing today, like we do every Sunday. Let’s not just read each other’s words. Let’s feel them.)
GODSPEED
As a mama, I’ve been practicing the art
of letting go
From the moment you were born.
The little good-byes . . . .
A tender kiss goodnight,
As I placed you in your crib.
The brave wave,
At the door of the preschool.
Your first sleepover,
Your first camp weekend,
Your first school trip, out of state,
Your first year at college,
Your study abroad experience,
Your college graduation,
Leading you to your adult life.
A grand adventure, for sure.
I found you little red curls from your first haircut,
the other day.
They were so tiny, and silky, and new.
I tucked them away, like I do with so many of my memories,
and my emotions, which are large and coarse and timeless.
I don’t want to make you feel lonely or sad or scared,
when we do another good-bye at the airport today.
I’m proud that we have both done what we are supposed to do.
Me, relinquishing, proudly. (bravely)
You, going on with your journey. (confidently)
Both of us. (courageous and bold and loved)
I love this!
Promised myself after the 1st of the year I am going to share some of mine, too!
(…I know I left my courage here somewhere…)
Please, please, Carla, please do!! I feel a little vulnerable here! Thank you for reading and here is your juju of courage ~~~~~~~~